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Tonight was a great night though.

It's Carla's second last night here, so we decided to go out for a change.

Se we went to Ashbourne to a pub called Kelly's, watched a couple horse race starts her horse placed second even though it wasn't a good one, and mine was like the best one and it lost. My luck all over again!! Then we went to a different lounge, don't know the name but it was next to or in the same place or something as the club we once went to not talking about that night! sat there outside for a while but the place was a bit weird and smelly... Then we went to a third place, something called the Ashbourne House or something. It was super tidy and cute on the outside, and the inside was both neat but also really casual and comfy. The outside terrace thing was cute, flowers and everything and awww. So we just sat there for like an hour or so talking about everything and just having a nice time. Then we just came home, and over all it was a nice night.

The weather has been crazy hot lately, I've genuinely got myself burnt over the last few days... Today it was something like +30 degrees outside and no wind at all. Holy smokes, so hot but so lovely! :)

Tomorrow is going to be a super sad day for both of us, because the owner of the pony is going to come and pick him up. I'm going to miss Pony a lot, he's taught me a lot about keeping my heels down and legs on and all that... Even through all the bad behaviour he's still been a super sweet pony and really nice to ride and to groom. Without Pony here, I'll only have Mocara and Annie left to ride, and they're both older or at least act like it so there's not much one can do with them.. With Pony, you could do really anything, and it would still be possible to improve both yourself and the pony. But nothing lasts forever and all good things come to and end and so on :/ Gonna miss you Rockatoa<3

So Carla's leaving on Thursday morning. That leaves me alone in this effing castle, and I'm going to miss her like crazy. I'm just really happy for her, because she gets to go back home and start spending her summer properly. And I've still got like two friends social butterfly, eh? here, so... Oh and Felix the cat, who now has officially moved in, apparently ya she just showed up in my room today, lay down on top of me and fell asleep. That's one way to be polite, I guess? 

If there's need for something positive, I guess that me probably being able to go to the Dublin horse show in August is that? Oh and we got Finnish chocolate today.

Today was a super nice day, and a good "ending" to Carla's stay :)

Good nightttt

Oona x